First rough night

J has been a sleeping beauty since we got home. Until last night!
She was quite unsettled and wanted to be fed lots and was awake and alert and needy of cuddles. Gosh, here we go! Ha ha. Well, somehow knowing that this is definitely the last time we do this makes it easier to deal with.
Had a mimosa last night- first alcoholic drink in almost a year. It was very yummy, but it felt too early. My body didn't want it. I'll try again on Christmas, I think.